Sunrise and Sunsets

Just discovered this interesting website www.2knowmyself.com ! Its alot on psychology stuff which sum are quite true. Sumtimes, we never 100% get over sumone we have liked before till the people u meet in the future wud be compared to the person u used to be all over with. If only i can really get over the person!Everytime i come across a picture or something he used to say or anything that reminds me of him i’d just release a deep breath and look down..

              Anyway, orientation nite wus quite good actually (apart frm the food n d disgusting newspaper game). The performances were intresting eg: a girl who sang almost exactly like leona lewis, sum guy swirling burning metal spheres with a chain, the symphony club with their ultra cool drumstick beat performance.. and the dancefloor at the end. Lol lotsa people were fooling around with silly dancemoves, at least majority didnt dance slutty. And i just loved the windy weather!

             I should so start uploading pictures in my blog before evrione gets bored to death. I may take lotsa pictures wif my best friend, canon! but im just wayyy too lazy to upload. Well im being very random n choppy rite now, guess im signing off =D. To all those being updated with my life, take care.

This was the scariest assignment ive ever done. Mainly cus evritin my group did became SO LAST MINUTE! and problems after problems kept coming up. Submission was monday morning, 8am. Basically we had to do a video presentation on a building, my group chose palace of the golden horses. Here were the probs n what we did to counter attack em:

1.We had to go there three times to finally get the interview n tour frm the building specialist guy cause they kept forgetting eventhough we made appointmentsss! ( we just kept goin till we finally got noticed)

2. When we finally got the interview, aisyah tried to piece the movie together using i movie in her mac, but the entire video in the camera went corrupt n we lost the interview…

( aisyah asked her ex to act like a guest being interviewed and WOW he CAN ACT ..scripts n answers were prepared beforehand of course making it a great interview)

3.On sunday NIGHT, aisyah passed me the videos she pieced together so that i can put in the subtitles (she stayed up for 2 days + d). when i went home n plug the thumbdrive n the whole thumbdrive was corrupted n culdnt be read by my laptop AND main comp..

I had to last minute stay overnite at her place in shah alam =O to use her mac which im totally unfamiliar wif. Just by copying n pasting the subtitles frm a document i typed em out in days before, it took me around 10pm to 4 am!!! Then we stayed up till 5.30am to choose the background songs..

4. The mac had prob wif exporting video in avi format, making the quality horrendous. So it wus saved in mpeg which of course cnt be played in microsoft (teacher’s comp). Her internet connection had a prob so we culdnt download a video converter/ vlc player.

I disturbed wayne our coll classmate by calling him during midnite n 6.50 am to ask him to help convert for us.. we both finally met up in coll around 7.50 and converted the video! by the time we burned the video into the cd, the lecturer just walked in (PHEW)

5. The cd sticker we sticked was a lil out of position so we adjusted it abit causing the silver layer of the cd to peel off… COULDNT PLAY NOW!

i ran all the way down to the shop to buy blank cds.

6. We forgot to print out the assesment form..

borrowed jason’s thumbdrive containing it, ran all the way down to printing shop n printed it!

7. OUr group being group 1 was first to present. WE made it at the very last second PHEW THANK GOD!!

         IT wus a miracle dat we completed the assignment at the very last second and the class + lecturer loved it. Yay aisyah’s video + photography skills n good recording sound system on mac comp!I did the subtitles quite badly though, sumtimes when the subtitles appear still got the words (click to enter subtiltes) woops i forgot to erase those lol.

      Im so proud of my tree i just drew for msian studies scrapbook!haha dis few weeks our assignments sumhow involve drawing trees after trees. so i guess i become quite pro d ker?but my trees arent very original. always have to refer to sumtin den onli can draw it out. =S

      For drawing com, we have started designing houses. At first, we were assigned into groups n had to measure a small building (guardhouse/ pondok etc) but my group chose a gazebo. The ironic ting was when we went to measure it, we forgot our measuring tape XDDD   BUT we had RULERS. a 15 cm ruler n a 30 cm ruler. Well make use of wat u hav rite? So if u were there in ss19 in the morning while a group of women were doing taichi/qi gong ?? u wud c 2 sad people (our 3rd member was LATE) measuring a huge pondok wif yup, plastic rulers lol. the base of the pondok was.. 5 X 75 + 45 cm! an elderly malay lady came up to us n tought we were vandalising the gazebo summore.. haiz swt.

      So aniway after measuring the pondok n drawing it on butter paper, we had to add extensions n make it a house large enuf for a single person to live in. Who knew designing a house cud take up so much time? My group chose a scale of 1 to 50 n d frus part is u cant simply tembak the size of furniture, u have to find out d standard size den onli convert to the drawing. Wen i simple tembak, my door wus like 25 cm wide in real life lol. even i can barely squeeze tru it. N d best part is since my dad’s an engineer he can correct my mistakes muahahaha. stil left the elevation views to do.. man im so lazy. its like i wasted the whole day today shoping eating sleeping n reading may zhee-lim’s book entitled sweetheart frm hell. The main character in the book is like.. my goodness. The nitemare of any boy who dates her!She vacuums up her boyfren’s money on handbags, whines bout almost evriting, lies ALOT n stalks his ex-gfs. X S n she divorced her husband b4 dat because of a lipstick!the book’s not too bad for a teenage author but it isnt my type. thx for it though yumey!

                Wow im actually blogging bout books. thats weird.its getin late now n i have to get up for coll in 4 hours plus. nites den

Today was just another day that passed by. Nothing really special. Except for my second ninjitsu lesson! We learned quite alot and Isaac joined too. So there were many locking techniques we learned, how to throw people to the ground etc.And we got to play with weapons for fun. There was this guy who is very passionate about martial arts and is quite good in ninjitsu. He’s a good teacher too! When i partnered him, he totally taught me frm scratch cus my techniques alot very blur n cacat lol. Im like a slow absorber when it comes to ninjitsu. But I felt a little weird because whenever he teaches someone, he would really look them in the eye alot and talk to them. So.. lol nvm.

    Anyway, yesterday still left me blue today. (not the T-square although i feel like snapping of the handle) I know i have to move on and im gonna have to be stronger or i’d get hurt even worse. I cant fight ice well.All I have to do is turn my back and walk away but it seems so difficult.

Today has been….. very very very very very very very very frus. OMYGOODNESS I HATE MY T-SQUARE. in case ur wondering wats a t-square, its this long ruler ting with a curved handle perpendicular to the ruler at one end to slide against the edges of drafting tables to enable u to draw perpendicular, straight n accurate lines. I know it sounds pretty cool.. it actually can be made into a sword if u just add a little perpendicular handle to the black curved handle. (argh i used perpendicular how many times d) AND sure… u can have fun with it between classes by pointing the *sword* at ur coursemates n say *Gimme ur wallet!muahahahaa* or u can use it like an imaginary cangkul OR u can use it like an axe ( zamir quotes architects carrying it look like murderers)

 BUT it finally made me snap inside today…. 0_0 (heng kei moment)

  oK basically i was sick of carrying dis really huge bag with hurtful hard handles which could contain part of my T square so i decided to stick the t square into my drawing cone together with sum drawings. I wus like ah.. finally i dunt have to carry a big bag. BUt

      problem number 1: the stupid black handle of the stupid T square sticks out of the drawing cone, disabling me frm closing the drawing cone and thus disabling the strap of the drawing cone frm functioning. So i have to hug the drawing cone on one hand with HEAVY books+file on my other hand and trying my best to not let my bag fall of my shoulders.

    problem number 2 : the stupid black handle of the stupid drawing cone can potentially poke people at certain insulting places especially wen  im carrying it in a ktm jam packed with people. So i have to walk around with the drawing cone between my knees while trying my very best to balance myself in the ktm especially n i dunt have 3 hands so..

  problem number 3 : because i cant sling the drawing cone on my shoulders due to the T-square disabling the cap frm screwing to the cone, i have to rest the cone on the ground while standing to wait for watever and the cone having a narrow base n tall height would fall.. again n again n again (countless of times) n i have to pick it up while being careful not to drop my heavy load on my other hand!

            Actually, the innocent t-square isnt the main reason y im so bengang today.(hint: I never fail to be amazed by the insensitivity of guys) but it sure did trigger my bengang-ness! when i was waiting at the pedestrian bridge for my transport, i leaned the drawing cone with the t-square against the railing. I wus standing on the bridge of the pedestrian bridge meaning one story high. I placed my books on the floor n jus decided to have a nice time to just breathe n chillex frm the bad day. my arms were aching n i was of course as usual sticky n sweaty frm an entire day at coll. and then.. and then… the WORST thing (so far) involving my STUPID T-SQUARE happened. well.. the drawing cone containing my assignments.. n t-square lost its balance n fell between the metal railings- 1 STORY TO THE GROUND. and NOT just the ground.. but INTO A BIG DRAIN!!!!!!!!!!I immediately rushed down the stairs n had to climb INTO the drain which was deeper than my waist. Thank God n good thing i wasn’t wearing a skirt (phew.told u skirts r troublesome) n the drain was dry (yay!) so i picked up d drawing cone. n my father called so i had to cllimb out of the drain while trying to answer the phone.. n when i walked to his car.. i was inspecting the damages. A  huge deep dent on the base of my drawing cone, a HOLE on the base as well.. , scratches n my t-square didnt break miraculously but it had lotsa scratches on em(THE CURSED BLACK HANDLE). and mind u dat my drawing cone is only 2 days old… T-T. Yanoe what.. technology n design should fix this t-square problem. now im very very reluctant to EVER bring it to coll again till the day i have a car n can comfortably chuck evritin in it. =.=’

        I feel like =(.

      Today was like an ideal day for me!! First of all i didnt have to carry around my dreadful sketchbook (yessh im sorta getting sick of drawing rite now) which contains my assignmentsssssssssssssssss (7 assignments in one cny week!) which kept me awake till early mornings, eating up into my free social time. And college finished at 12 so i actually got to go home early, usually i’ll be staying back in college almost everyday to do assignments (assignments again!). Oh and SHU LYN ACTUALLY SMSED ME OUT OF THE BLUE TO CHAT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME WITHOUT ANY PURPOSE!!!!!!The moment i stepped into my house, i immediately rinsed my face ( blemishes are starting to pop up and to reappear like daisies~) removed my contacts and yess to top up my day i had SPAGHETTI for lunch~ Spaghetti in my home for lunch is like the highlight of the home cooked meals every week. eventhough it is very uniquely prepared.. the sauce has golden mushrooms (the ones wif looooong stalks used in steamboat) the mee.. is not the typical one but the thin angel hair mee n my maid cooked the cheese instead of melted it in the microwave (crunchy cheese stil rocks?) n a sunny side up fried egg~~ all mixed together in my plate while i walap em like the goood old times (never manage to eat lunch at home most of the time for weeks) while watchin sum random show on tv. Right after washing up i immediately rushed to my room and had a NAP … (ohhhhhhhh it feels sooooo goooood!) and then 2 hours later i had driving lesson. This time my instructor was in a good mood and we started chatting while i finally master the clutch. Guess what? The next lesson which is this fri i will be DRIVING TO PUCHONG to train woooootz n driving tru highways n roundabouts eventhough my engine still dies sometimes. Omgoodness all the other cars soooo beter avoid me XD.

             Things just started to fall into place after that. Sue mae smsed saying her class finished early so we can play frisbee together (exercise!i hadnt exercise in like forever since college started) so i was so happy and before going for frisbee.. i did what i consider wuld complete my day. I sat at the piano n played my favourite songs which i mastered last year n learned Fantasia Impromptu (my dream song) , the first 1 n a half pages n played it again n again. It sounds so cool! And then i played the VIOLIN~~ n can almost play all the notes in my song in tune now. Yay i hope my 18-year old violin teacher would teach me vibrato now.. on my 4th lesson muahahahaa.

                   When i just left my house to walk across the highway to meet sue mae at the park in usj 4, i bumped into familiar people. My ex schoolmatessssssss!Sung Lin, Cassandra, Kenneth n Wei Shen were on their way to Andrea’s surprise bday party. After havin a short chat wif em, i crossed the highway n met sue mae. We had a nice loooooooooooooong chat to update each other on college life. Eventhough we’re on the same campus we rarely bump into each other as our schedules are very different. It was a nice chat on our coursemates, ex schoolmates, r*** (hahah) n we talked so much for 2.5 hours non stop. Now i found out why talkative sue mae doesnt really talk soooo much when she chats with me one on one, its because she likes to listen to me blabber randomly! And i was like.. sue mae! Start a topic cause I’m getting tired of talking so much!We were talking n laughing so loud (or more of i was) that you could probably hear us from a large distance..And oh And the great thing bout going to a park when ur college is that you know that those guys playin sports there are in secondary school cus many guys stop playin outdoor sports daily once they’re in coll so u dunt have to worry or even care what they think of you~ you’d be like *ah younger guys only mah.lol*

                  When i walked home i was feelin all happy because for once in a long time im not flooded with assignments, i wus snapping my fingers n whistling tone deafly ( sadly im tone deaf when i whistle compared to when i sing!) while singing the cute version of Don’t Worry, Be Happy..while bobbing sideways to sideways but i toned down when passerbys were near so that i won’t be considered a freak~

                 And then i got home, had another nice dinner, touched up on my assignments and called Shu Lyn up for a chat over the phone after sayin early nites to zq tru sms.  I love talking to shu lyn on the phone cus she would be blabbering alot while i can talk less for once! (roles reversed wif sue mae) and i told her bout the interesting people i met in my course.. i started of with my course only. I told her how I.Z. is a blur-straight-to-the-point-laid-back kinda guy n how I.Man is like totally clicking wif me and bout Bra. Oh my goodness… i miss bra bein around so muchhhh in my course.

           Well im not talking bout bra bra but bra! you get? He’s like such a funny,nice guy who can crap his way out of any situation and i noe that if he met si onn, both of them would be buddies like darren n othniel kinda buddies. Bra’s fav words are KERIS, RASUAH and VIRUS!! Lemme explain. Whenever topics on politics or the word msia comes out of the lecturer or anyone, he’d immediately shoot without thinking… YEALO ALL RASUAH WAN. RASUAH WAN LA! and then in malaysian studies, my lecturer asked a question: Why do the Malays keep falling to the Portugese again n again? n Bra would immediately reply : * cause they GUNA KERIS!KERIS!KERIS!* in his funny automatic response kinda way and a malay shot him a DIRTY LOOK. And i would be like hissing :* psssssssssst bryan!!!!!!! there are malays in the classs!* and then he immediately shot out the word *oh sorry* n quickly looked back down at his book or poker cards for that matter.(my lecturer for msian studies is purely blind.) And during lunch, we diploma aka diplomats sat down together n he wanted to try sum of our other friend’s food n he would be like *eh make sure your spoon dont touch.. i dun wan KENA VIRUS. SURELY KENA VIRUS WAN* n he’d repeat the word virus to evrione he wants to try food from lol. and i wus like.. * Bryan… do u have O.C.D? (obssesive compulsive disorder) n he replied.. *oyeaho… i think i got abit!*n den he saw a small strand of hair in his porridge n went like * Oh no got hair yuck. Surely got VIRUS.. i tink its mine oh wait maybe its the kakak’s who made this yerrrrrr her armpit hair all fall in got VIRUS!* swt…

          To cut the loong story short.. he decided to change frm architecture to a levels. The first day of coll after cny holidays, Isaac came to class n told us that Bryan wasnt gonna come today as he went to main campus to check out a levels.. Immediately my heart dropped to the bottom like a heavy rock. I wus so emofied n d class was wayy duller without him. Its like he’s the colour to a black n white drawing!n summore he said that he would give proper notice if he was gonna change course because b4 cny he tought of switching but in the end decided to stay… that night i called him for the first time n he said he wasnt so sure if he was coming college the next but i forced him to come for one last time. so the  next day.. he still didnt come.. i wus so disappointed but already anticipated it. I passed bra’s farewel gift to isaac to pass to him cus they live nearby each other. In lunch break however, Bra came but late as usual n i signaled to isaac to just pass him d present there n then. When isaac held out a small flat square wrapped thing without saying anything.. bryan immediately retreated back n stared with a intimidated face at isaac (they both like to pretend to be gay partners) n isaac jokingly said *yeah i so good, i give you wan* n bryan had a disbelief look on his face n said *eh.. you serious wan a?* den i said *nolaaaa its frm me (while laughing really hard) n said *isnt it like normal for guys to give guys present when one is leaving or something?* n both isaac n bryan immediately shot back together *NOOOOOO!* bryan then said he at first thought it wus a condom frm isaac!=.=”"”"”"”"”"”"”"”"”"”"

      We then decided to climb up 8 stories by stairs, (isaac’s brilliant idea to celebrate bryan’s last day) n bryan wus nice enuf to hold my bag 4 me~ by the time we reached the eigth floor i wus so lenguh at my legs! see… i hadnt execrcise for a looong time.. my stamina gone d!n den we entered the drawing studio for design com n bryan sat at his usual seat while we all chatted normally n den he left early to go main campus for a levels ting n he said he would come back at 4 later which he didnt. So i didnt manage to give him a goodbye hug n he formally said his farewel by thanking me for the present n sayin he had a fun time spending time n laughing at me =.=’

      We all really miss him! when aisyah found out he changed course she was like *damn him!* haih… he wus like a big brother kinda figure to me although i dunno him that well yet.owel i really hope he’ll keep in touch despite disppearing sumwer else as always =S. So for those of you who are goin to a levels 2nd intake dis year in taylors, make sure u get to noe him. He’s a great guy =)

                  Yanoe what is my new new year resolution? To maintain a SOCIAL LIFE! We diplomats are in desperate need of one! Evritime class is over most of us just rush home asap to rest s we’re often exhausted wif assignments X S.So in the end Shu Lyn had to go off the phone n i would continue my update wif her bout more new intresting college frens ive met n catch up on the secondaries sum other time. and she bid me gunite wif a *Night Sock * XD haiz miss the old days. Shu= shoe n Chok= Sock.. so Shoe n Sock r in a love-hate relationship 4eva =D

               Can u believe how FAST evriting is zooming by? in a blink of an eye its already feb… God plsssssssss slooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww down timeeeeeeeeeeeee!Gtg sleep d.. nites =)