Sunrise and Sunsets

Hm… lotsa times id feel dat im not appreciated. Well I dunno if that’s normal but i tink its very hard to expect nothing in return wen u help someone if wat you expect in return is for them to appreciate u more s a friend.

    As days past n as i meet more people, get closer to some, keep my distance frm some n lotsa stuff ive learned that it’s so important to put sum kinda armor of protection for urself. You don’t wanna get crushed to pulp if that person disappoints or hurts ya..

    Several times ive tried to be helpful n open up to some people n all, expecting to be sumwat closer as friends but many at times people don’t react d way u expected dem to.well… now ive concluded dat you can’t take dis too seriously at heart n be hurt but keep dat protection up. n oso don’t expect them to fulfill their promises all the time cus frm my experience, most promises made are empty.

Is dis y lotsa people find it so hard to truly reveal their real side to others?all these insecurities are just complicated. People are like jigsaw puzzles after all. i wish genuine friendships are more easily found =\

valentines day huh… =). Im like many other peeps-still single but hey dats okay man!so we’ll call today singletines yeah. Won’t it be cool if we singletine peeps go out for a candle light dinner just for the fun of it?=D

Anyway, I came up wif dis idea of celebrating 29 February. Every 29th February after dis graduating year lets all have a HUGE gathering like till we’re all old wif walking sticks hehe. We can pick a restaurant that we love n wna giv business to n den we can call our frens who will call other frens n all. wonder if u’d support dis idea? we can call ourselves the 29th februarians or sumtin =D

wahliaooooooooooo im sooo bored rite now…

d cny morning started wif a piece of sugar free secret recipe choc cake which wasnt nice =\. we still have a WHOLE cake to eat.

n den tv.

n den d internet. im always hangin aroun frenster =\ cus got notin much beter to do.

den i found sumtin to do!play colbie calliat’s bubbly on guitar…so i tried but gave up n was lik im gna surf for the tabs.

so i did. but it sounded weird on my sis’ guitar…n den i realised d guitar was out of tune.

went to the piano n tried to tune d guitar. i was wrong bout it being out of tune. it is actuali HORRIBLY out of tune!

went back to comp to play bubbly…

bored wei… maybe i shuld jus go study ltr =\

Zuzu, aged 4  passed away on the 3rd of February 2008 around 4.20pm due to an accident. You will always be remembered deep in our hearts Zuzu.